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Ugly Cry

It just happens sometimes. As human as we are, sometimes the inevitable flies right out of our mouth and falls on the ears of those we love. When something is important to us, to the very core, it will eventually come out.  That happened to me today.  It was not however, accompanied by an ugly…

November In The Woods

NOVEMBER IN THE WOODS  I wondered this week, if I had cut my bangs because of that day trampling through the woods down by the creek. Because I had once loved that day so very much. So fucking much because it was undeniably prepossessing and intense. There are only three other people who know how…

In The Beginning There Was…

“Choose your love. Love your choice.” ― Thomas S. Monson It’s almost comical how some of us who are creative souls try and suppress who we are in order to live under society’s rules.  It happens slowly and then all of a sudden we are hitting every edge of the room that has closed in on us.…

Electric Shock

That moment.   That moment when you break vulnerability’s silent boundaries and end up with nothing but raw, insane, incredible, and electric emotion.  I LIVE for that moment.  I have searched my entire life for a partner who could not only strike that emotion in me, but give it back in return, from their own…

Pray Like Nobody Is Watching

Boy. Do I have a few days (maybe weeks) of pent up emotions to write about. I’m not even sure where to start, or where they came from to be honest. It is probably the normal October build up that started when Uncle Rick died.  I don’t know. Then it was fueled by watching the…

Backspace

I get this way every year.  Every year since my Uncle Rick died.  I almost wrote passed away, and then I erased it.  Backspace, backspace, backspace.   We sugar coat it by saying “passed away”.  He died.  And then we lost Daniel.  I get cranky, and emotional, and jittery.  Then I realize there must be…

The Wait

“I waited for you.” she whispered. The moonlight danced on her face, as he watched a hot tear roll down her right cheek.  She rushed it away with her hand. “I got tired of waiting.”  she said slowly.  Her eyes lifted up to his. He waited to speak, as he always did.  He wasn’t great…